hmm thanks too those pple hu msged me to ask me to cheer up... dun worry bout me k i always get sad for like an hour at the most den its too much trouble to maintain it haha... so cant haelp but cheer up!! and thanks dex for helping me!! :) love ya teddy haha... ok i bet u dun appreciate tt so nvm! haha... oh wells... today was trg...w s actually not alot but felt qt tired after tt haha... hey i piaed the last set ok!! :) felt good i gues haha... was like telling myself tt i did it before so i jolly well do it again! haha... and i did! yay :) maybe my mental strength will improve soon haha... i really admire zy for hers man... i give up too easily i think haha... too slack lah! hmm nvm... oh and lots of my class pple got in for music fest semis!! wow haha... all the best u guys... oh and chi was a total waste of time today ok!! like yah but i think ill miss lao shi! shes really ncie... oh ayya we are havign team dinner on sat haha cool. hope the team will bond more haha... and guys really do suck man... like they dun wait one lor... just rush off... wheras girls always wait for each other... cos we are NICE pple haha... me and zy were telling ed today at dinner tt without girls there wun be guys and one day guys will be obsolete haha... *evil laugh* oh man i think im becoming a REAL feminist! haha... btu its ok lah. i do like SOME guys. haha... namely the ones hu are nice to me :p